Date: 22.01.2022
Day: Saturday
“Sigh. How many more days till I graduate, or should I say “escape”? It’s exhausting. Yeah, we’ve got online classes now, but it’s mentally exhausting. I’m really glad we don’t have offline anytime soon. Cause idk, I feel my social life here doesn’t let me progress, in terms of intellectual growth. Well, yeah I did become way more confident in dealing with outside world now. I know how to like manage myself when I’m outside. But is it getting me where I wanna be? I’m aware that these are baby steps to my ultimate destination. And totally, baby steps can be hard. I mean they are meant to be hard. But the view on the top is worth all these annoying lil infant steps. It’s just that I feel like I have been here for long now. It’s time to move onto the next step. Like expand my wings a bit. See the outside world. Talk to new people. Get serious about writing. Lol I understand the upstream of benefits of my life here in India, but I’m tired of it. I wanna go out of this place. Is that really too much to ask for?”
2 shots of me 