Tag: college
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Journal-109 It’s okay to relapse.
Date: 16.11.2022 Day: Wednesday Self-pep talk. Listen. “I know you’ve been trying to eat healthy for the past one week. Not restricting, but eating everything in the right amount. In short, you did not over fill your tummy. You stopped when you were full. And making sure you didn’t let yourself starve gave a red…
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Journal- 108 Roles have reversed.
Date: 15.11.2022 Day: Tuesday “Okay, hear me out. I’m fucking overwhelmed rn. I thought this whole social media break was supposed to do me good. I thought taking a break from constantly texting Mr. CG was supposed to help me focus on studies. Boy, could I be MORE wrong about this? I do keep consistently…
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Journal- 106 Jump off the tower! Your Prince ain’t gonna come.
Date: 12.11.2022 Day: Saturday “What am I doing here again? Yeah well, I’ve been thinking (as usual) about the whole Mr. AJ aka ‘the guy who ghosted me’ situation last year. Remember how he murderously ghosted me and I was heart fucking broken and I caved into binge eating for comfort and that worsened and…
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Journal-104 Ghosting the ghoster.
Date: 27.10 2022 Day: Thursday “Been an entire week of constantly jamming to Taylor’s Midnights album. Chances are high that this could replace my top favourite Taylor album. We’ll see how long this obsession is gonna last now lol. So what’s new in this hottie’s life? For starters, life’s hectic af. Like really hectic and…
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Journal-101 Internal monologue.
Date: 04.10.2022 Day: Tuesday ” “Why are you always gloomy there, eh?” “I’m not gloomy, I just don’t have a reason to be happy in life.” This has been my constant internal monologues these days.”
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Journal-99 TW: unhealed wounds.
Date: 26.09.2022 Day: Monday “OMG y’all have no clue how much I missed typing out here. Well, I did journal tho on my phone, but idk why writing here on my computer feels more safe and secure. Probably cause I still fear if someone’s gonna snoop into my phone, while not a soul bothers about…
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Journal-98 Another mindless rambling session.
Date: 01.09.2022 Day: Thursday “Tomorrow’s the day of celebrations and fun at college which I will not be attending. Am I getting FOMO about it? Well, not as much as I thought I would. Cause tomorrow I’ll be travelling on a train to visit my family, and honestly I’m more excited for the train travel…
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Journal-96 Updates on my dating life.
Date: 23.08 2022 Day: Tuesday “Phew! Honestly this is like the only piece of time I’ve got to journal. Got my internal exams going on rn. But since I ain’t got class tomorrow, I thought I might take a break this evening to catch up on my sleep and most importantly, my journal. So where…
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Journal-94 The end, or a disastrous beginning?
Date: 06.08.2022 Day: Saturday ” How am I doing right now? Physically, mentally, how are we feeling today? For starters, I’m overwhelmed af now. So yeah, nothing new there. Let’s see what else? Yup. Remember the guy who I used to obsess over day and night? Well apparently, I ended things with him. Do I…
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Journal-93 Wait, is this my mom speaking for real?
Date: 27.07.2022 Day: Wednesday “Wow, I miss this place. My happy place. Sigh, I really do miss just opening up and talking to you guys out here. Life’s been pretty overwhelming these days. Overwhelmed with emotions. Depression. Oh, speaking of which, my depressive episodes have gotten pretty wild and I couldn’t keep em concealed any…
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