Tag: eatingdisorder
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Journal-109 It’s okay to relapse.
Date: 16.11.2022 Day: Wednesday Self-pep talk. Listen. “I know you’ve been trying to eat healthy for the past one week. Not restricting, but eating everything in the right amount. In short, you did not over fill your tummy. You stopped when you were full. And making sure you didn’t let yourself starve gave a red…
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Journal- 107 Body image.
Date: 27.11.2022 Day: Sunday “Can I go into an exile from this goddamned land and never return? Can I just put on an invisible cloak and not exist here anymore? Is there any way of refraining other humans from seeing me? Cause that’s how worse my body dysmorphia has gotten. I’m sorry that I don’t…
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Journal-103 Ugh!
Date: 09.10.2022 Day: Sunday ” God! Mood swings can be so fucking random huh! One moment life’s all sunshine and smiles till your mood just drops down the gloomy slope the next moment. Like why?! What tf did I do to deserve this random out-of-the-blue change in my mood? Ugh!”
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Journal-102 TW: life’s scary.
Date: 05.10.2022 Day: Wednesday “I really need to get some things off my chest rn. First of all, depression. All these months, till my mom had arrived here, I was facing an active version of depression. Lemme make it clear. I used to incessantly pour out in class, I used to cry out on my…
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Journal-97 Don’t let stupid fears get in your way.
Date: 02.01.2023 Day: Monday ” New year’s first one! Yaay for that! Just got home from a long ass drive to a hill station. Low-key tired as I type this, but then again when am I not tired lol? Anyway moving on, this year’s Christmas vacation is literally the best one I had in my…
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Journal-95 TW: ED. Negative body image on the roll.
Date: 23.12.2022 Day: Friday ” This is gonna get serious here, and it’s something not everyone talks about it. I really gotta put a trigger warning disclaimer here. A problem that holidays bring me which I never had faced as a child: food. Now I know that sounds stupid, cause it’s usually the reason one…
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