Tag: girl
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Journal-58 A blessed Christmas
Date: 22.12.2021 Day: Wednesday “Fam’s here for Christmas. And honestly, I never thought I’d find myself to be happy around my homies during the festive season. No offence lol, but I’m more inclined to my friends, which is weird cause I ain’t no social person. Anyway. This year I’m genuinely blooming with ecstasy to be…
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Journal-55 Depression ain’t no joke
Date: 08.12.2021 Day: Wednesday “Depression gets worse when you’re with people, like when there’s a lot of humans around you. Cause you gotta pretend all the time that you’ve got your shit together. They say depression gets alleviated when you are surrounded by people. Nah dude, you are forced to put on a fake smile…
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Journal-54 Positive
Date: 12.01.2022 Day: Wednesday “Phew! One heck of a week this has been. Definitely a rollercoaster, one would say. Well, for starters, this Sunday I had my very first waffles. Like it has been an absolute dream of mine since forever to lay my hands on some really good waffles. They’ve always looked quite enthralling…
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Journal-52 Why is my ex still in my mind?
Date: 20.12.2021 Day: Monday ” Kinda feel like it’s time to end it all. Just need some quality time to myself now. No humans around. Just me. Today, I was in the backseat of my car when it occurred to me: though I am low-key in a relationship now, I don’t actually love the person…
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Journal-51 Nostalgia hits me
Date: 13.12.2021 Day: Monday “Wow, first one of Christmas month. Okay, lol that’s not what I came to talk about. I wanna spill my emotions today. Just ramble on whatever’s been eating me inside. So just bear with me here, like y’all always do lol. Let me paint you a picture of a recent incident…
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Journal-50 New probs!
Date: 27.11.2021 Day: Sunday “New probs, people! Well, apparently this is what life is. Old problems replaced by new ones. Sigh. The intensity of your current issues fades out once you’re faced with newer ones to worry about. Makes sense? I do hope so. Anyway, so I had taken up Snapchat last week. And you…
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Journal-49 A prayer
Date: 18.11.2021 Day: Thursday ” I’m scared. I fear reality now. Makes me wish all of this is a mere illusion. I wish we could escape this horrible reality soon. I know I’ve made mistakes in my life and I don’t loathe myself for that. Instead, I embrace those errors made as they’ve made me…
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Journal-48 Instant connection
Date: 14.11.2021 Day: Sunday ” Okay so I was supposed to write this yesterday, but yeah my mind was literally all over the place. Let’s get into it real quick cause I really really wanna talk about it. So, for the past couple of days, I’ve been really missing Mr. AJ. But because of my…
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Journal-47 The one
Date: 05.11.2021 Day: Friday ” A heads up here. This is just a theory, okay? So let me loop you in. Uhm okay. So, I’ve been coming across a lot of 111s lately. And by that I mean a looot. And today, I’ve had this weird impulse to watch Mamma Mia on Netlfix. I can’t…
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Journal- 46 Can I get that new phone?
Date: 01.11.2021 Day: Monday ” OMG I just realised that it’s 1/11 today and I’ve never been more glad seeing the date. A sign indeed. Yeah, I’m back, same day. But it’s evening now. I just wanted to thank the Universe cause I finally and successfully completed my 3rd semester exams todaaaay!!! What a hell…
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