Tag: life
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Journal- 108 Roles have reversed.
Date: 15.11.2022 Day: Tuesday “Okay, hear me out. I’m fucking overwhelmed rn. I thought this whole social media break was supposed to do me good. I thought taking a break from constantly texting Mr. CG was supposed to help me focus on studies. Boy, could I be MORE wrong about this? I do keep consistently…
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Journal- 107 Body image.
Date: 27.11.2022 Day: Sunday “Can I go into an exile from this goddamned land and never return? Can I just put on an invisible cloak and not exist here anymore? Is there any way of refraining other humans from seeing me? Cause that’s how worse my body dysmorphia has gotten. I’m sorry that I don’t…
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Journal-105 Social media hiatus.
Date: 12.11.2022 Day: Saturday “It’s been almost a week since I’ve deleted instagram and snapchat off my phone. Say whaaa? You heard it just right. Lol I remember last year how I used to vent over here cause my mommy never let me have an instagram account. Remember how much of a FOMO I used…
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Journal-102 TW: life’s scary.
Date: 05.10.2022 Day: Wednesday “I really need to get some things off my chest rn. First of all, depression. All these months, till my mom had arrived here, I was facing an active version of depression. Lemme make it clear. I used to incessantly pour out in class, I used to cry out on my…
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Journal-101 Internal monologue.
Date: 04.10.2022 Day: Tuesday ” “Why are you always gloomy there, eh?” “I’m not gloomy, I just don’t have a reason to be happy in life.” This has been my constant internal monologues these days.”
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Journal-99 TW: unhealed wounds.
Date: 26.09.2022 Day: Monday “OMG y’all have no clue how much I missed typing out here. Well, I did journal tho on my phone, but idk why writing here on my computer feels more safe and secure. Probably cause I still fear if someone’s gonna snoop into my phone, while not a soul bothers about…
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Journal-98 Another mindless rambling session.
Date: 01.09.2022 Day: Thursday “Tomorrow’s the day of celebrations and fun at college which I will not be attending. Am I getting FOMO about it? Well, not as much as I thought I would. Cause tomorrow I’ll be travelling on a train to visit my family, and honestly I’m more excited for the train travel…
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Journal-97 Don’t let stupid fears get in your way.
Date: 02.01.2023 Day: Monday ” New year’s first one! Yaay for that! Just got home from a long ass drive to a hill station. Low-key tired as I type this, but then again when am I not tired lol? Anyway moving on, this year’s Christmas vacation is literally the best one I had in my…
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Journal-90 Gotta keep it movin’
Date: 06.05.2022 Day: Friday “Gotta leave for the airport in like an hour. My flight back is around 10pm. Lol usually this is when I vent my heart out about “instability in life” and shit. But now, I’m pretty much used to this constant state of mobility. Alright y’all, gotta go now. See you guys…
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Journal-88 Individualism.
Date:27.04.2022 Day: Wednesday “About to turn 21 in a month and yet my parents still haven’t learned to consider me as separate individual. I haven’t been perceived as a person capable of owing, nay, possessing her own individualism. They assume I’m still at an age where I need either one of them to stand still…
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