Tag: therapy
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Journal-102 TW: life’s scary.
Date: 05.10.2022 Day: Wednesday “I really need to get some things off my chest rn. First of all, depression. All these months, till my mom had arrived here, I was facing an active version of depression. Lemme make it clear. I used to incessantly pour out in class, I used to cry out on my…
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Journal-99 TW: unhealed wounds.
Date: 26.09.2022 Day: Monday “OMG y’all have no clue how much I missed typing out here. Well, I did journal tho on my phone, but idk why writing here on my computer feels more safe and secure. Probably cause I still fear if someone’s gonna snoop into my phone, while not a soul bothers about…
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Journal-97 Don’t let stupid fears get in your way.
Date: 02.01.2023 Day: Monday ” New year’s first one! Yaay for that! Just got home from a long ass drive to a hill station. Low-key tired as I type this, but then again when am I not tired lol? Anyway moving on, this year’s Christmas vacation is literally the best one I had in my…
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Journal-95 TW: ED. Negative body image on the roll.
Date: 23.12.2022 Day: Friday ” This is gonna get serious here, and it’s something not everyone talks about it. I really gotta put a trigger warning disclaimer here. A problem that holidays bring me which I never had faced as a child: food. Now I know that sounds stupid, cause it’s usually the reason one…
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Journal-94 The end, or a disastrous beginning?
Date: 06.08.2022 Day: Saturday ” How am I doing right now? Physically, mentally, how are we feeling today? For starters, I’m overwhelmed af now. So yeah, nothing new there. Let’s see what else? Yup. Remember the guy who I used to obsess over day and night? Well apparently, I ended things with him. Do I…
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Journal-93 Wait, is this my mom speaking for real?
Date: 27.07.2022 Day: Wednesday “Wow, I miss this place. My happy place. Sigh, I really do miss just opening up and talking to you guys out here. Life’s been pretty overwhelming these days. Overwhelmed with emotions. Depression. Oh, speaking of which, my depressive episodes have gotten pretty wild and I couldn’t keep em concealed any…
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Journal-92 Keep calm and…that’ll do.
Date: 04.06.2022 Day: Saturday ” Ah, now this is life. Fan on medium speed, Camila’s Spanish songs in the background, journaling on the comforts of my bed after a strenuous yoga session, tomato face mask (not actually a mask, just the tomato juice, but let’s pretend it’s a fucking mask shall we?) and about to…
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Journal-81 Internal battles.
Date: 03.04.2022 Day: Sunday “Sleep deprived. Over-eating. Constant thoughts on food. And dehydrated. It’s been a week. I’m mentally drained. Emotionally too. Yeah, I know I keep whining on how I am consistently exhausted and unmotivated and shit like that. But this is different. Cause usually these feelings fade away after 2-3 days. Now, it’s…
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