Tag: words
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Journal- 108 Roles have reversed.
Date: 15.11.2022 Day: Tuesday “Okay, hear me out. I’m fucking overwhelmed rn. I thought this whole social media break was supposed to do me good. I thought taking a break from constantly texting Mr. CG was supposed to help me focus on studies. Boy, could I be MORE wrong about this? I do keep consistently…
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Journal-103 Ugh!
Date: 09.10.2022 Day: Sunday ” God! Mood swings can be so fucking random huh! One moment life’s all sunshine and smiles till your mood just drops down the gloomy slope the next moment. Like why?! What tf did I do to deserve this random out-of-the-blue change in my mood? Ugh!”
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Journal-100 A twist of feelings?
Date: 03.10.2022 Day: Monday “Weird, cause I popped in here to vent mindlessly about how shitty I feel. Before getting on with my usual venting spree, I decided to play some music in the background. And this time, I went for Krishna’s flute. And boy, trust me when I say that everything shitty I wanted…
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Journal-97 Don’t let stupid fears get in your way.
Date: 02.01.2023 Day: Monday ” New year’s first one! Yaay for that! Just got home from a long ass drive to a hill station. Low-key tired as I type this, but then again when am I not tired lol? Anyway moving on, this year’s Christmas vacation is literally the best one I had in my…
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Journal-73 Oh well, never mind.
Date: 01.02.2022 Day: Tuesday “Happy Lunar New Year!!! It’s also the new moon. Or does the lunar new year always fall on a new moon? Now there’s a food for thought. Right. So uhm yeah, idk why I am so hesitant to write about this. Okay, it’s not like you guys haven’t seen my worst…
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Journal-66 Living with regrets.
Date: 17.01.2022 Day: Monday ” Sigh, I think it does without saying that I do miss Mr. AJ. I sometimes regret taking that step. The step where I had permanently cut strings from him. But hey, if it weren’t for that move, I wouldn’t be here blogging. I’d still be sticking my nose up in…
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Journal-65 Independent personality? Nay, not yet.
Date: 27.04.2022 Day: Wednesday “About to turn 21 in a month and yet my parents still haven’t learned to consider me as separate individual. I haven’t been perceived as a person capable of owing, nay, possessing her own individualism. They assume I’m still at an age where I need either one of them to stand…
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Journal-63 Overloaded.
Date: 16.02.2022 Day: Wednesday “Am I overly overwhelmed af because of the monstrous heaps of assignments that are due this week, seminars to present and exams to prepare for, topped with binge eating mania followed by timeless moments of guilt? Yes sir.”
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Journal-60 Lost you forever.
Date: 27.12.2021 Day: Monday “Feels like I permanently lost someone who was never mine in the first place. But yeah, at least I did the right thing though it’s not what my heart desires.”
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Journal-59 Social media=depression?
Date: 23.12.2021 Day: Thursday “Okay this is weird. And it’s really killing me inside. Earlier, I did say that I loathe people. I despise humans. I need alone time, me time. I need to focus on me. Humans make me fucking depressed. Blah blah blah… and now, everyone’s busy with Christmas. And yeah, so am…
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